Thursday, November 6, 2008

Ode to My Family




Ode To My Family


Understand the things I say, don't turn away from me,
'Cause I've spent half my life out there, you wouldn't disagree.
Do you see me? Do you see? Do you like me?
Do you like me standing there? Do you notice?
Do you know? Do you see me? Do you see me?
Does anyone care?

Unhappiness where's when I was young,
And we didn't give a damn,
'Cause we were raised,
To see life as fun and take it if we can.
My mother, my mother,
She hold me, she hold me, when I was out there.
My father, my father,
He liked me, oh, he liked me. Does anyone care?

Understand what I've become, it wasn't my desing.
And people ev'rywhere think, something better than I am.
But I miss you, I miss, 'cause I liked it,
'Cause I liked it, when I was out there. Do you know this?
Do you know you did not find me. You did not find.
Does anyone care?

Unhappiness where's when I was young,
And we didn't give a damn,
'Cause we were raised,
To see life as fun and take it if we can.
My mother, my mother,
She hold me, she hold me, when I was out there.
My father, my father,
He liked me, oh, he liked me.

Does anyone care?... [X9]

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So, I just want to thank everyone who is supporting me on
this Mighty Adventure, especially my family. (Especially you, Kelli. And the boys.)

THANK YOU!


To my extended family ... Remember the days when we just laughed and played in the sun, having unchained, glorious fun?

I do.

I have been thinking about that kind of stuff on my runs lately.
I miss the freedom that being a young child had. The security of not having serious responsibilities, not caring about the 'details' that seem to make us angry and anxious as we age.
I am on a mission to become like a child again, and to help my children enjoy 'their moment in bliss.'

The Cranberries song I posted above emotes the feeling I have for you all. Sometimes I wish we could get together more often, and were a 'real' family again.

For some reason I have been missing you all lately. For now I soak in the memories of Grandpas funeral. But, I hope we can get together in the next few years, or earlier. Until then. ;)

Only 17 more days until the Ironman. Send your good vibes my way.


Mantra for today:
"Be like a child, have reckless fun."

I love you all.

Eric

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hey Cuz---I think of you guys all the time. I miss all the fun we had as kids, playing at your house, in the cul-de-sac!
Grandpas funeral brought us all together----but we need to keep in touch!
I wish i could come to your Ironman...I'll be withy ou in thoughts!
Give my best to Kelli and the kids.
liz